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               so today was good pretty normal hung out with my familyyy an made a myspace LOL everything was good till like 11pm thisjerk decides to make me cry u i dont understand why poeple have to waste their time on makin other ppl feel worse.. is this all that there is to do when bored? make others feel worse

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 soo my moms coming to get me an im gonna be with my family finally. no more being homesick or depressed. Im not gonna be on as much... thats for sure.. IM GOING HOME!

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theres someone i care for sooo much. an all i want to do is be with them.itll never happen. i just want them to know how i feel an know they feel the same. I honestly care for them sooo much. i just want to love him. :/ it hurts  soo much to know what he going through an the fact i cant help. if there was one thing i could change it would be distance. i never thought it could actually cause this much pain.poeple wait there wholelifes to fall in love an be loved.. but when u find it.. its never a guarantee that itll work out ,  that  its possible..that distance might just take it from you. I thought id die before  ever feeling that much love for someone.. well i do , the circumstances suck. does the fact i love him an hurt yet want him happy an im willin to stop talkin to him  to make it easier on him make me heartless? i just dont know what to do or what to say...Im in a loss..

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ok so today was pretty good. my older sis (21) picked me up an we went to my  other sisters house (24). we hung out ate cotton candy an watched cartoons. then somehow we started wrestling an i kicked her ass!!!. we then went to my peircers shop to say hai.. after that i went to see my neices an nephew. (laura 1),(ricky 4), an (isabella 6mon.) i missed those kids. i love them more than anything. i also found out today im gonna be an aunt again!!!!!! my older sis kris (24) is pregnant!! imsoo excited for her. shes been  tryin for soo long. Im soo happy to have another one. I hope its a babii boi!! anyway no im chillin at kris's house  about to go swimming. Im in a really good mood right now. Today was a pretty good day.

                                                            TO EVERYONE!

ok so this is for anyone worrying about me or wondering where i went...

im fine. ive been a little busy lately but life has been better than most.
ive got alot going on right now....Im sorry for not talking to some of you for a while.
i dont hate u or mean to scare/hurt you. At times i just wanna be alone. an think things through by myself..
i havent really been able to get ahold of anyone. i lost my cell yet again.. so yeh

this was just to let everyone know im ok. an im thankful u guys care :)

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